Hell house

*yawns looks at dean* you ok dean *see Jw go* bye Jw

DeaN: *nods to ez and hather* come on you guys, well visit them tomorrow, lets head home *gets his keys ansd heads to his car* yeah ez just everyting thats going on lately in my mind

Me: *looks annoyed at dad and gets up* Ill look after nan dad, but thats not fair, why are you against shir healing, shouldnt you have more faith in your daughter? have a safe trup, see you when you get bck *heads after dean getting another drink* drop me off at the hsoiptial ok dean?

Me: yeah well *waves her hand in front of Ez's face a little to get her attention* you really shouldnt stare at those kids and let them eat and have fun. you remember how uncomfortable we were when we would go out and eat or go to the park or zoo and see all the families with their kids around and wish we were with ours again. I'm sure they see us and wish they had that as well *gives a comforting smile to a little girl that waves at them* bye John be careful on your stake out with Bobby *nods at Dean and gets up and gets in the car*

Me: *looks over at him shocked by his tone*okay kevin okay i'm sorry *gets up moving off the bed* i'm going to go get something to drink okay? i'll be right back. *grabs some money from her purse and turns for the door*

tracey: *stops by shirs room* just wanted to tell you goodnight, I promise well get to your trasinign tomorrow alright?

i not staring sissy

dive careful Jw *looks at dean*

Tracey: *sighs waerily wishing she couold now repaire ehr sons and granddaughters realtionshop before she dies and nods* very well goodnight my dear *heads back downstairs*

Dean: You agirlos really are lucvky you know that? *drops moon off and heads back home* you had to to live with, but other girls in there dont. You can invite your friends from those days over you know, once we get back fomr Italy. its a wonder if we can go at all since all this ghost stuff is haPPENING.

Me: *jumps some at that look in her dads eyes and just nods, bting her tongue gets out at the hsopital* thanks dean, see you guys later *heads inside* kevin rivers?....um hes my brother in law. *looks over and heads to the elevator getting off on the 4th floor, spots davi by the candy machi and groans* man, when im dieting your by this evil thing *wraps arm around her* hows is he?

Me: *steps outside walking down the hall attempting to get a drink from the soda machine but it eats her money hits the machine a little then ends up stoping resting her head on the cold machine biting back the tears that threatened to fall leans against moon as she appears* not good..not good at all..i've never seen him so downhearted well, not since his parents died. and there is nothing i can do. *shakes head and wipes her eyes* how are you?

*looks at dean* i know we are *looks*um..thats ok

well you could have fooled me sissy *leans back in the seat of the car, watching the growing storm clouds as the drive to the hospital* bye Moon, be careful and tell Kevin I said hello *looks at Dean as they drive home* yeah I know we are really lucky, you really have no idea how lucky we are *sighs* well I only had a couple of friends there and I'm not sure where they are now. But I dont even invite my friends from school over, there is too much to explain to them if I did. Its hard enough explaining things at school, like why I'm hurt or why I've missed so much school or other things. *shakes head* If I can find them maybe I'll just write them or call them to see how they are. yeah with everything that is going on I think we might have to postpone going to Italy

Me: *wraps arms around her quietly* hey it you and kevin im worried about, were all doing good. *pulls some change form her pocket and feeds it to the machine* what did you want?....*auses and sifhs* well I guess I cant blame him, hes probably blaming himself for your friend, im guessing he wanted to be alone right? sam and shir both did that when they were recovering, soemtimews they just needs space

Dean: *pulls into the driveway and opens the door for them* I knwo what you mean, we had to explain things to our teachers and the kids we went to school with, half the time we went that is, its a wonder we all graduated *heads inside*

Dean: be right back you guys *heads upstairs yawning and taps on shirs door* can a brother come to say goodnight?

bye moon tell davi and kevin hi *sits back* how did i fuoul you sissy. well at school you can lie *gets out goes in*

ok dean..you ready for bed sissy *yawns* i wanted to tell them night but they all scatter

Dean: *blinks in the darknerss* oh whoa whoa,....yuor not like naked are you? *makes a face*

Me: *looks up at her then presses the button for a coke* i know, i know he has every right to be but it doesn't make it anyless hard to see *shakes head a little* sorry i'm being selfish. i should be there for him no matter what. yeah he does want to be alone but i cant leave here.

Me: yeah I know Dean, I'll be lucky if I dont have to go to summer school as it is. *heads inside* its doesnt matter sissy, just forget it. I know I make up things all the time to my teachers and friends trying to explain why I'm gone all the time or injuries, I sometimes have to write things down so I dont confuse my made up stories with whatever I told people. alright Dean *sighs and sits down on the couch* no you go ahead and go to bed sissy, I'm not tired yet

Dean: shir sorry was just joking but sorry wrong thing to say I guess. Come on did nans trip not make you realiose anything? *steps closer in* I came to...well hopoing we could talk before bed like we used too. I realise you made the first move by that cake and dessert, now its up to me and im trying here, please. Is it really worth being angry toward me like this?

Me: *sighs and leads her to the chair* well we dont have too ill sit here with you then

*walks in kitchen for water* you dont think fast..i dont think Ry knows the truth at alll